
Lent 2018 I fasted from content. I only allowed myself music. By the end of lent my friend waved his hand in front of my face and would say..."Paul...Paul... are you in there?".
That lent broke the spell of consumption. As a 7 on the Enneagram, who gets bored quickly, I am almost constantly absorbing content about something. Pre-fast I would consume, consume, consume, and never digest. I was compulsively consuming content, even plugging into a podcast on a 2-minute drive to the gas station. It was obsessive. Now, when I start to feel like my spirit is overheating and I desire for content immediately I try to go the other way and practice a contemplative practice, a combination of silence, solitude, or stillness.
And, I believe learning is renewal. There is a lot of wisdom (and trash) out there. Wisdom that pulls us deeper into self-awareness, God-awareness, loving action, and a graceful posture changes the way we integrate with the world. Expanding the boundaries of our blinders, through connecting with other's stories and research, gives us hope in the ever-growing connection to God, each other, and the natural world.








